In discovering what it means to be a real human being in my walk upon
the path of life, I have discovered what I feel are fundamental truths
to the healing journey. I will be sharing these in the first of this
series of articles.
The Body Never Lies.
As the walking autobiography of our life experiences, our bodies carry
ancient wisdom. Our bodies carry out over six million processes simultaneously
and instinctually, without us ever thinking about it! Yet, many of us
are disconnected from our bodies and have forgotten this intimate communication
and communion. The disconnection from our Mother Earth in these times
stems from this loss of connection with the sacred temple of our own
bodies. For healing to begin, we must come home to our bodies and remember
how to listen to their ancient wisdom.
The Mind, Body, Emotions and Spirit are not Separate.
Our spiritual dis-ease and feelings of separation, isolation and disconnection
often stem from a deep inner split of the mind from the body and emotions.
In healing, we re-member, re-awaken, and re-connect the innate communication
of body, mind and emotions and use this inner wisdom for self-awareness,
self-healing and self-expression. To be ill is to be disconnected from
the whole; to heal simply means being connected with the whole.
Healing Happens From the Inside Out, Not the Outside In.
When we want to change or blame others (rather than go to the source
of our own pain), we have betrayed ourselves with the lie that someone
outside us can fix anything for us or make us feel safe, loved or whole.
When someone "pushes our buttons," it is because we have buttons to
push! Focusing on the source of one's own pain is the true path of the
inner healer. Going outside the self has created most of our addictions
as strategies to escape the present moment. Hell is the experience where
we cannot love or forgive the self. Healing this split involves welcoming
home the unlovable within.
Healing is a Journey from the Head Back to the Heart, From Logic
Back to Love.
As we begin to be home in our bodies, we often remember the past experiences
that we didn't know how to process and, instead, stuffed inside. This
is why we started living more in our heads than in our hearts and bodies
in the first place! We forgot how to feel our lives, to express our
hearts in the moment. When these experiences go unexpressed, the body
and emotions can eventually no longer hold onto them and they begin
to signal us through physical and emotional aches and pains. This is
often when we reach for medication or many other addictive behaviors
to escape or try to "fix" it. It is no wonder the deeper wisdom of our
bodies and feelings have become strangers! This is the very moment when
healing can take place. By trusting our deeper knowing or "gut feeling"
as the inner teacher, we allow ourselves to be guided back to intuition,
back to feeling and healing, and back to our own creativity and imagination.
We Cannot Heal What We Refuse to Feel.
When we have lost connection to our hearts and how to feel our lives,
it often results in a kind of schizophrenia where we think one thing,
feel another, and say a third! In coming home to the body, we come home
to our feelings, dark and light. As ritual artist and healer Gabrielle
Roth shares, "When we are grounded in our bodies, pure in our hearts,
clear in our minds and suffused with the spirit of life, then we are
living are our birthright."
We have but one Spirit, expressing itself in many forms. The gifts
of our emotions -- fear, anger, sadness, joy and compassion -- are sacred
teachers for our healing. When we repress our sadness or anger, we also
repress our joy. We stop trusting our feelings. The greatest source
of depression comes from not trusting our gut, expressing our true feelings
in the moment and acting on what we know. Healing is natural when there
is a compassionate space that allows us to explore and reclaim the full
spectrum of human emotion.
There is Nothing to Fix.
Not trying to change anything but creating a sacred space within and
around us by witnessing and listening with the heart of acceptance,
compassion and truth is the key to transformation.
You are What you Eat -- Physically, Emotionally, Mentally and
Spiritually!
To maintain our total well being, it is important to look at what foods
we are eating. We are polluting our Mother Earth because we are polluting
our own bodies. This is not only true of physical foods that we eat,
but also of emotional, mental and spiritual foods. Toxic thoughts are
just as damaging to our Spirit as bad foods. In fact, it is often our
toxic thoughts and emotions that lead us to eating foods that are not
healthy for us. When we become aware and no longer feed these toxic
thoughts, they move on. Finding the proper food is everything in maintaining
our total well being.
It is Not About Finding the Truth, It's About Shedding the Lies.
At the core of each of us is a divine, pure spirit, pure truth. There
are many masks of fear that we have identified with as who we are. Self-awareness
through meditation brings a personal experience with our divine true
nature and begins to shed the false identities or false self-systems.
When it becomes more painful to live in the false self-system than in
the authentic self, we have arrived at the crossroads where our healing
journey takes a huge growth spurt and the true flower of our being shines
forth!
Suraj Holzwarth is a Shamanic Healer, Energybodyworker and Ritual
Artist offering both individual and groupwork. She is the Director of
The Whirling Rainbow Center and can be reached at 907-336-7439 rainbowdream@chugach.net