The Embodied Spirit


by Cain and Revital Carroll

There is an intensity here, an immediacy that pulls you — sometimes reluctantly — to feel the pulse of life. It is often uncomfortable, too much to behold.

 

Through a mask of mango leaves and papaya trees, the afternoon sun casts its gentle gaze onto our veranda. Bathing our feet in a warm pool of light, we share tea and biscuits, enjoying conversation about the nature of things. We savor this sweet interlude of comfort before dusk delivers an army of mosquitoes hungry for our flesh. In the dusty streets below, cows meander, dogs scavenge, rickshaws buzz, beggars beg, and school children play. We hear the faint lilt of mantras and bells from a ceremony in the distance. Periodically, the unmistakable holler of a street peddler announcing his product echoes through the neighborhood. The smell of burning trash blends with a swirl of sandalwood smoke as a neighbor offers incense to the Holy Basil plant in her yard.

There is something uniquely genuine about life in India, something exposed and intimate, that beckons your attention like a newborn baby, like a dying person. Around every corner, unfathomable poverty and exquisite beauty are joined hand-in-hand. There is an intensity here, an immediacy that pulls you — sometimes reluctantly — to feel the pulse of life. It is often uncomfortable, too much to behold. But discomfort proves to be a knocking at the Heart’s door. We answer this knocking and are greeted inside by an old friend with a few important questions:

What does it mean to embrace life fully? To dance gracefully in tandem with what each moment brings? To embody freedom?

It is the power behind these questions that inspired our journeys to India, China, Tibet, Thailand, and South America. Over the past fifteen years we have traveled extensively to study Yoga, Qigong, dance and meditation. We have had the good fortune of meeting many masters of these arts, and have devoted our lives to continued study, practice and teaching.

Revital: On this trip to India, I have returned to Bhubaneshwar to deepen my training in Odissi Dance. Odissi is a Classical Indian Dance form that has its origins in the temples of South India. The dance is a type of lyrical Yoga practiced in the context of spiritual transformation. The dancer’s body is viewed as the temple of the soul. During performance the dancer is adorned with magnificent fabrics, ornate jewels, and special pigments that highlight the expressiveness of face and hands. An elaborate headpiece shaped like a temple is worn to denote the sacredness of the head’s proximity to heaven.

A performance of Indian Dance is a highly moving experience. A skilled dancer can captivate her audience with a continuous flow of rhythm, color, sensuality, power, and expressiveness. Evoking the mood and motifs of mystical ancient India, the dancer leads her audience to a place beyond time, tradition, and culture. With every stomp of her feet, each gesture, and every mudra, the dancer and audience dive deeper into the timeless essence of the human spirit.

The underlying aim of Odissi Dance is to open both dancer and audience to an experience of inner bliss. Through intense footwork that generates deep vibrations in the dancer’s body, she maintains a delicate balance of structural integrity, grace, and flexibility. The traditional training of Odissi Dance demands that the dancer cultivate a grounded sense of power and rhythm in the lower body to serve as a platform for the intricate expressions of the torso, hands and face.

Cain: In martial arts and Qigong we work with similar principles. I recall the words of my teachers, “Legs like an oak; upper body like a reed.” In traditional martial arts and Qigong training, the first aim is always to strengthen the student’s legs and stabilize their heart-mind. With this solid foundation, the student can then learn any number of movements, forms, and healing or martial applications. The wisdom traditions of India and China share the common notion that body, mind and spirit are three parts of an inseparable whole: the Human Being. By cultivating and harmonizing these three aspects, we can more fully experience what life has to offer.

In Yoga, dance and Qigong, physical training of the body creates a solid foundation of health and vigor. Different from a gym-style workout, traditional exercises engage the body from the inside out, largely affecting the brain, spine and internal organs. By training in this way, the student develops a systemic vitality that prevents injury and illness, and makes everyday living easier and more delightful. Practicing these arts requires greater attention to detail and a more subtle connection to the body, mind and breath. Through daily practice, we gain insight into all facets of ourselves. As insights bubble up, the possibility of greater freedom looms into view. We learn to heal our own bodies and hearts, and discover a greater capacity to help others heal.

The experience of conscious movement, and the insights it can induce, would be incomplete without the presence of stillness. The beauty of a melody is punctuated by the silence between notes. Over the years, in our effort to engage the three questions posed earlier, silence and meditative stillness have proved invaluable companions.

Revital: Before I start to dance, I take a moment of silence and stillness to find my poise and center. I then bow down and touch the Earth in reverence. This is our tradition in Odissi Dance. First we honor the solid Earth that will sustain our stomping feet and support our dance. Only then can we move on to honor our teachers, ourselves, our environment, and begin to dance. At the conclusion of my dance, I return once again to the beginning, to the foundation. I bow and touch the Earth and, in that stillness, the circle is complete.

Cain: Before I start moving in a Qigong form, I settle into stillness, relax my belly, and connect down into the Earth. From this pregnant stillness, all my movements are born. At the conclusion of the form, I become motionless once again. Having moved, my appreciation of stillness is more lucid. Having been still, my movements flow more naturally.

Observing the intimate relationships between movement and stillness, silence and sound, male and female, day and night, life and death, we understand the importance of embracing these inseparable partnerships. We see that if any one aspect is neglected or overemphasized, an imbalance may result. Attending to these pairs in daily life is what Taoists call “Following the Way”. In Sanskrit, the language of Indian Dance and Yoga, the term sadhana denotes the subtle process of discovering perfection right under your feet.

What we have found most useful in our own lives, and what we endeavor to share with our students, is an integral approach to embracing life. This includes equal emphasis on meditation and conscious movement, as well as a daily routine of eating, sleeping, working and playing that is in harmony with the cycles of nature. We blend these ingredients differently depending on changing circumstances, our unique needs, and those of our students. Applying the ancient teachings this way has produced the most powerful results. We have witnessed life-changing transformations in our students, and we continue to experience deeper fulfillment in our own lives.


 

Speaking of harmony with nature, the sun is almost down and the hour of the mosquito is upon us. We have enjoyed the opportunity to reflect and share with you through these words. We hope that amidst the changing circumstances of your own life, you will take time to breathe deep, move, relax, contemplate, and discover greater freedom and delight in whatever each moment brings. Namaste from India!
 

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Cain and Revital Carroll are spending a year traveling, studying, teaching and writing. They will be in Anchorage May 21-30 to present a series of workshops and two performances of Odissi Dance. (See: www.caincarroll.com and www.shaktibhakti.com.) For information on their Alaska visit, contact Jade Lady Meditation at 562-2863 or e-mail selkins@gci.net .

 

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